Clothing issues

Hi guys, today i wanted to take ALL horrible things off my closet... It comes that I'm throwing 13 t-shirts, and you know the really bad part, there are only 7 t-shirts inside my closet.
Maybe because my mom made laundry and there are a lot of things that are missing but The fact is that i really need go shopping and now I'm desperate because my mom is never gonna buy me the expensive things that we all like so i really need a job soon
I'm telling  my mom to buy me the newspaper tomorrow, I'm not gonna keep baring this anymore
Hopefully i get a job in a week or 2

Changing at 17?!

Hi guys, as i told you before on Monday was birthday and i am now 17...
Well, on that day i spent all morning in a bank and i didn't lunch with my mom and that sucked on my own birthday, the day after i went again to another bank and the day after that i went again to a bank
Im also dressing different, Im using more shirts (in a cool way) and yesterday when i went to visit Kevin (a friend) he said that i looked changed i a good way(i told him that he still looks like the same bitch that he is... Friendship XD)
Now i don't know why but I'm really getting serious about getting a job, for real, in Venezuela the homeless people are like that because they want to!, in here education is almost free, and you can get a job easy also... You just have to look
So now, then i finish posting this I'll take a bath, get dressed and go buy the newspaper and look for a job

Today i'm 17

Finally, today's my b-day and now i'm 17... It's  just matter of one year until i have 18 and i can do all the things that i wanted to do... Legally

A recap of this last months

Hi guys, a lot of things happened in the time i wasn't posting anything, lets do a recap
Sooo, i haven't posted anything serious since November... Well...
December: i hooked up with Jonathan(kevin's bf), and lost my virginity, i had a time not speaking to Kevin

January: i broke up with Jonathan and i was chasing a guy named alejandro(short, chubby, somewhat blond and green eyes) at the end of this month i hooked up with him and i wanted him to be my bf

February: on the first day of this month my mom knew i was gay and i was on a time where i couldn't go out, i sneaked in my friends to the house, on 14/2 alejandro gave me a watch and i gave him a pair of eyebrow piercings... At the end of the month i was in love but he dumped me

March: i got depressed because of alejandro and the fact that i couldn't get out of the house wasn't making it better, i started to eat a lot and i cried in school! (happened twice) at the end of the month i was a mess

April: still a mess until the half of the month... I started having sex and i stopped crying and for a while i felt better

May: still grounded, and still having sex until i had an awful experience, the last day of that month Paola was breaking up with her girlfriend, not Madeleine( that's in the past)... Her name is Scarlet, she's a friend of alejandro... Well that's not important, that day i was going to have sex with a guy and we did stuff in a bathroom but not penetration... The thing is that after the incident i started feeling awful

June: the first 2 weeks i was sick and afraid because i thought i have an std... But then i started to feeling well and i realized that i can't destroy myself only because of one guy so i started doing exercise

July-present: I'm trying to do 10km daily... Those are like 6,21 miles... Recently i saw alejandro and i really don't feel anything for him... Only that i hate him and i hope he has erectile dysfunction

I'm feeling great again... But, I'm asexual now, i really don't want anything with anyone except friendship and all that stuff

Work fever

I'm in a moment in my life where i want to work to have money obviously, but not only that, i want to feel independent and i feel that having a job will make my life less depending on my mom
I really need a job, i even went to the job ministry to know what to do to have a permission for underage kids that want to work, i have to do a lot of weird things but i know it's worth it
The things that are in my wish list are: a laptop(hopefully a mac book), a car(need a lot of commitment on this), CLOTHES!!! (I'm using things that have like 2-3 years for god sake), and a razor for cutting my hair xD
I'm really looking foward with this, but i need more focus! I have to be 100% committed and i know i aren't
I know it's gonna be challenging in the future but i have to step it up

want to be thin in a fat world

Hi guys, i'm getting again with my exercise because I'm in vacations, i want to take full advantage of my time and i really want my 6 pack abs... The problem is, the world!!!

I'm doing a lot of cardio to reduce the little belly fat i have and get the 6 pack that i always wanted, I'm actually walking 10km that are 6,21 miles every day... And when i can't do it i use my running machine to do the same amount but... Running!

It sounds very awesome and all but there's always something to regret, like... My mom made the groceries 2 days ago and the bought cheetos and some cookies and i hate it because i'm weak and i told her that the is gonna eat all that shit by herself or I'm gonna throw it
I really like cookies and sugar but i'm changing my habits... Right now when i was writing this i felt guilty of drinking beer with 7up, i didn't finish the drink and told a guy to drink it for me, i replaced it for water!!!

The thing is that i may be eating healthier but sometimes i slack and eat shit, I'm getting frustrated because i may look better but i still don't have the ripped body that i want

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B-day soon

In exactly 2 weeks i will have 17, only 14 days and i feel awesome for that, i have also been in vacations for a while now and i'm getting out almost every day!

I feel really good, these past months haven't been so good for me but that subject is for another post... So bye guys I'll post again some of these days

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damn Spain people

Hi guys, I'm not so great here... Spain just won the Europe cup instead of Italy
Hey my name is Enzo Corsini! Some Italian blood in here and that's why it sucks for me
Whatever, i also have Spanish blood but i like more my Italian roots... I feel it's richer in soo many ways LOL food, language, culture and more!

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