A new direction

Hi "someone" if there is somebody there, I've been stalled for a lot of months and as always, things change
Let's give you guys a recap of the most important things that have happened to me:

The two ex'es that were most important to me hooked up in august, I destroyed that relation

A month later my grandma died, September

A month after my grandpa died, October

The month after that my dog died, this was, and actually is, the most shocking and terrible thing ever happened to me (had her since I was 5 & I'm 17) November

The month after i saw my ex, Alejandro, by coincidence and i think it was the first time ever I felt nothing towards him, once you loose someone so close to you, you realize that the "horrible" things that were happening to you were never important nor meaningful, just after that I noticed that my ex wasn't fat anymore so I finally admitted what was going with me since March/2012 and said "I'm still stuck"
So I decided to do what i wanted for a very long time but i always made excuses, i decided to enter a Gym, December

BIG day, January 4th, i subscribed to the Gym under my apartment and 2 hours later of mental preparation in my home made me go there
As usual that was an experience way out of my comfort zone but thanks to the trainer it wasn't so lame as it could have gone
I'm close to the end of my first month and now this page is going to be in a new direction
Obviously using this page as my daily/weekly/monthly journal is a complete failure, I'm not committed to writing often so I'm going to publish 1 or maybe 2 posts a month
I'm going to upload photos of my development in the Gym, maybe put my workouts and more of those things... Starting from my next post!

blocked

hi guys today has been a slow day so lemme catch up with whats happening lately
this week i entered in ITALIAN clases, also my final year of secondary has begun and also i want to finish my english course to get my title
basically i want to get the hell out of here because our economy in venezuela.... imagine a world where imported products are 6 times more expensive!!!

i recently bougth a ps3 and i almost have to sell my eyes to afford it, lets say it like this.... a ps3 in he US is around 250$ IMAGINE that it cost you 1500$!!!! well, that's the way I'm living, and imagine the games too!!!

i can't keep up with this so that's why i wanna leave to Italy or Canada FAST!

2nd day of school

hi guys, yesterday i started school, it's my last year finally and i thought that i was going to start kind slacking off though... it's just the start i thought, well WRONG!

I thought this week was going to be slow and i was going to be able to read my comics with my cellphone but no! it has all been organizing and stuff... right now i'm doing a presentation for 2 weeks and I'm  really active

i wanted to start slow but something inside me makes me do activities on time and keep organizing everything

this shit is getting serious!

recently the reelection candidate, Hugo Chavez won with 7million votes, almost reached by the other candidate, henrique Capriles with 6 million votes

technically all the people is saying that we're all going to die and this country is going down the toilet... and maybe it's true but people is like REALLY dramatic, or am i just cynical!?

the thing is that I DON'T GIVE A FUCK i already knew Chavez was going to be elected again and while others are calling me a heartless cynical bastard i just call myself realistic, Capriles, that dude was only 3 months in the public eye VS Chavez, the guy that had the spotlight 14 years AND BESIDES THAT! he was so close, he only needs more time and that's all

the official presidential election will be in 6 years(yeah, too long) but we can appeal for an election in mid presidential government, so, in 3 years we can kick Chavez ass right to hell

meanwhile i think this country is disgusting and I'm thinking of leaving it in less than 1 year if i can

O-7!!

today is election day in my country! 12years in the power is really bad... lets celebrate for a new president!